0.4 'I didn't mean it'

Authors' note: This chapter will be a bit longer. Also, it will probably be confusing, but as I write on and you (hopefully) read on, it's all gonna get cleared up ^^

- Where am I? Aiba waked up the next morning. He felt his back, neck, legs, arms, his whole body aching. He looked around and noticed he was in some bathroom. It had black and white clinker and everything was in black marble. A big plant stood in a big pot in one of the corners' and he now noticed he was lying in the shower. Aiba sat up even though the pain in his back and neck was unbearable. It started becoming black before his eyes for a while but cleared up soon.
- Are you awake? a voice said. Aiba turned around a bit and saw Suya lying behind him, having blood all over her face. He quickly turned but stopped when the pain reminded him of itself.
- Sit still, boy. Yesterday was nasty, Suya said in a deep, dark tone. She looked as if she was dying or something, having her eyes nearly closed and breathing very slowly.
- What happend? I can't remember, he said. Suya let out a quiet sigh and then sat up very slowly. Aiba saw that blood had ran from her forehead, left cheek and lips. She also had bruises on her shoulders, collarbones and arms. The blood floated away with the water down in the drain.
- Kagrra guys decided to go home yesterday after our gig, but the rest of us decided to go somewhere and throw off a party. After the party we were going home and you got behind since you were talking on the phone and tried to convince someone of your parents, I don't know which. But however, when you had convinced them the others had already got out of sight. But some of the local downtown gang got you in their sight and tried to crush you, that's why you're all bruised up. You're damn lucky I was at the party for five more minutes, otherwise you wouldn't be here now, Suya ended. She closed her eyes and let her fingers run over the wounds in her face.
- Wait... Did you fight, for me? Aiba looked at Suya who now opened her eyes again and looked up at him.
- Yeah. You're really weak, boy. But, I saw your strong will to get out of it. That's why I helped you. However, remember you owe me. Let's go out and see if the others' have woken up or if they're still sleeping.

A few minutes later Suya and Aiba sat in the couch with Suki who had fixed their wounds. Soon, Yei woke up because of an headache and got out of her room. It had shown they were at Sukis' place.
After Yei, Heath and Yoshiki woke up and sat down by the others. Ohno also showed up and then went to wake up Jin, and also found Hidari at the same time. They gathered out in the livingroom.
- Where's Myv? Suya asked.
- He ran off to some other party, Yoshiki said while nearly falling asleep again.
- Yamapi then? Aiba asked. Everyone went quiet and tried to think, wasn't he there too?
- I think he's in that room, Suki said and pointed to a closed door. Ohno stood up and walked over to the door, but when he was just about to open it, the door opened itself. Ohno looked up and now a total male stranger without shirt appeard out of the dark of the room. He closed the door, took on the shirt he had in his hands and looked at everyone who stared at him. He laughed a little nervously, then said "goodbye" and walked to the door, leaving the house.
- What the hell, Heath mumbled. Then the door opened and out came Yamapi, only in his boxers. He looked at the clock that was hanging on the wall, which showed 10.00 a.m and then said;
- Oh fuck... when seeing everyones' confused stares.
- Who the hell was that? Yei asked.
- Shut up, I don't wanna know! Hidari said, walking out of the room, while the others' didn't know wether they wanted to know or not who that was.
- Uh... Uhm... Yamapi didn't find the words. Suddenly, Suya started to laugh, making everyone stare at her.
- Why are you laughing? Yamapi asked a bit ashamed.
- I knew you were a player, Pi! I knew you had girls everywhere, but I didn't know you got the guys too! You totally fooled me, man! Suya exclaimed and laughed so much that she fell on the floor. The others were still a bit confused but soon Aiba smiled and started laughing too. After a while they all saw the irony in it and started laughing.
- But seriously.. Please don't tell anyone, Yamapi said.
- We won't as long as you don't try anything, Ohno said teasingly, making Yamapi biting his lip in a try to not start a fight.


The day went on. It was raining outside and everyone decided to stay in Sukis' house. Her parents had called and said they would stay in their cabin for three more days.
It was pretty quiet inside. Yei had decided to go and sleep some more because of her headache. Yoshiki and Heath had left to search for Miyavi. Jin and Hidari laid on the couch, doing nothing. Jin was nearly asleep while Hidari was listening to the rain and the thunder, twirling her fingers in Jins' hair. She just loved his wonerful hair and his beautiful eyes. She was lying on her back with Jin half on top of her, with his head right under her chin.
In the kitchen Suki was making some special tea that only she could make, according to herself. No one really knew what was in it... But it tasted good. By the table, Ohno, Yamapi and Suya sat. They were all a bit tired but couldn't sleep either.
- Great day to write songs, Ohno said just to break the silence.
- Yeah, Suya mumbled. Yamapi was very quiet. He was still a little ashamed of the earlier incident though not really showing it, but relived. It had been very hard to hide it from his friends who almost always was with him and he had been nervous that school would find out. They still could, but now his friends didn't have to become too shocked. He hated school but wanted to at least graduate.
Suddenly it knocked on the door. Suya stood up and walked to the front door. When she opened the door she saw a totally drained guy with brown half long hair.
- Kame! Get in, you'll get cold! she exclaimed.
- Thanks... I didn't know where to go, he said. He stepped inside and water was pouring from his clothes. Suya dragged him to the bathroom to get some towels.

- What did you mean with that you said out there? Suya asked.
- I... My parents kicked me out, he answered short and sadly, even though he didn't want to show it. Suya helped him dragging off his wet shirt.
- Do you have somewhere to sleep? she asked in a low tone.
- No, Kame answered and looked down at the floor. Suya put a big towel around Kames' shoulders and neck, drying him carefully.
- Could I live with you? he suddenly asked. Suya stopped and looked up at him.
- I don't really know... It wouldn't look too good.
- You mean "what would other people think?" Since when did you start thinking about such things? Kame was one of few that knew about Suyas' two big weakness'. Suya just stood there and satred down on her feet. Kame took a step closer and put his hand on her cheek in an attempt to make her look at him.
But Suya slapped his wrist and took his hand away from her face.
- Don't you dare try that on me, she said quietly in anger, staring up into Kames' eyes with a fierce look.
- Sorry, I forgot... Kame backed away and looked at Suya, realizing what he had done. Suya closed her eyes and he could see she was fighting with herself, clenching her right fist. He even heard her breath starting to tremble.
- Suya-chan, I didn't mean it. Suya relaxed once again but still kept her eyes closed, taking deep breaths. Kame went over and hugged her, making the towel fall on the ground, not really knowing why he did it.
Now Suya opened her eyes, looking just over the young mans' shoulder. She felt his warm chest against her own and his breath in her hair and neck. Soon after she put her arms around his neck and rested her head by his neck with closed eyes. She had gotten a flashback of that night and got angry at Kame for making her memories come back. But she knew he didn't mean it.
- I'm never gonna do that again, Kame whispered halfly to himself, halfly to Suya. She suddenly backed away.
- Your pants are still wet. Take them off, she commanded. Kame stared at her.
- No way! You just want revenge!
- Oh jeez... Suya walked out of the bathroom to wait outside. When she closed the door and turned around, she saw Aiba standing there.

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